traces of a bored mind

not happy.

2009-04-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

okay. I'm starting to hate it here. Blogger.com has been deleting my pictures and entries. I wonder why.. I haven't use all of the space that they gave me. XP just so pissed off right now.

Matsuyama Kenichi

2009-04-25T18:20:00.001+08:00

Leah Dizon

2009-04-25T17:47:00.005+08:00

Leah Dizon

2009-04-25T17:14:00.004+08:00

Leah Dizon

2009-04-25T16:45:00.003+08:00

Leah Dizon

2009-04-25T16:15:00.003+08:00

Eita

2009-04-25T16:07:00.001+08:00

Aoi Yu

2009-04-25T15:26:00.003+08:00

kkotbotda namja : requiem (fanmade)

2009-02-11T17:59:00.004+08:00

A complete list of SuperJunior’s performances

2009-01-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

A New Year's present.

Well at least for me^^.
Don't forget to leave a thank you message
for her in the comment box.

Attention to all Malaysian Cassiopeias

2009-01-01T22:10:00.001+08:00

Attention all Malaysia Cassiopeia,

First of all, as we all knew that our beloved TVXQ will kick off their 3rd “Mirotic” concert tour on February 2009 and unfortunately Malaysia was not included in the tour…. We knew that lots of Malaysia Cassiopeia is expecting their concert in Malaysia and what we can do now are, we want the boys to knew that Malaysia Cassiopeia are desperate to see them… So, in order to let them know, we will kick off this petition…. What you need to do are as below :

1. Get 1 TVXQ picture. Print it out or develop into a 4R size (all printed or develop picture must be in 4R size. No other size are allow.)

2. Write your message and name behind the picture. (Please bare in mind that the message MUST be about the Malaysia concert. Keep it short and meaningful your message.)

3. Please LAMINATE the picture before sending to us.

4. Please Email or MSN us at : tvxqmalaysiaconcert@yahoo.

com in order to get our mailing address to send the picture to us by post.

5. Please include RM1.00 to us for processing fees for combine all the pictures that we collected to compile into a booklet.

6. After we compile all Malaysia Cassiopeia petition, we will pass this book to TVXQ during SM Town Concert in Thailand… We have a friend who able to meet them and pass this booklet by hand.

7. Although we can’t promise 100% it will be successful but at least we tried our effort to let TVXQ knows we really want them to come Malaysia for concert.

* So, to make this a very successful, we need lots of Malaysia Cassiopeia supports. Please take your action now.

** Dateline to post over the picture to us is before : 12th January 2009…. We know it’s a bit rush but we have to collect all your message card and compile into a book and pass over to our friend to help us to pass to TVXQ by hand. All late entries will NOT be entertain….

EDIT: For all of your messages to TVXQ, please write in ONLY 3 LANGUAGES which is KOREAN, JAPANESE and ENGLISH. So that it'll be easier for them to read.

Kristin Kreuk

2008-12-30T03:22:00.000+08:00

Kristin Kreuk
Birthday: December 30, 1982

Shirota Yu

2008-12-26T04:39:00.001+08:00

城田優
Shirota Yu
Birthdate: December 26th, 1985
Height: 188cm
Blood type: O

Oguri Shun

2008-12-26T02:48:00.001+08:00

小栗旬
Oguri Shun
Birthdate: December 26th, 1982
Height: 184cm
Blood type: O

Aiba Masaki

2008-12-24T05:04:00.002+08:00

相葉雅紀
Aiba Masaki
Birthdate: December 24th, 1982
Height: 176cm
Blood type: AB
JPop group: Arashi

Ishihara Satomi

2008-12-24T04:51:00.000+08:00

石原さとみ
Ishihara Satomi
Birthdate: December 24th, 1986
Height: 157cm
Blood type: A

Die

2008-12-20T17:08:00.002+08:00

Die
Guitarist for Dir en grey
Birthdate: December 20th, 1974
Height: 178cm
Blood type: B

Mike

2008-12-19T16:35:00.000+08:00

MIKE
Nationality : Thailand
Group : Golf & Mike
Birthday : December 19th, 1989
Height : 184cm, Blood Type : B

Eita

2008-12-13T07:59:00.003+08:00

瑛太 (Eita)
Birthdate: December 13th, 1982
Height: 179cm
Blood type: AB

Song Hyegyo

2008-11-22T17:48:00.004+08:00

Yoshiki Hayashi

2008-11-20T18:51:00.007+08:00

YOSHIKI

Birthdate: November 20th, 1965

Height: 178cm

Bloodtype: B

Okada Junichi

2008-11-18T03:07:00.000+08:00

岡田准一

Okada Junichi

Birthdate: November 18th, 1980

Height: 170cm

Blood type: B

Chiba Ryohei

2008-11-18T01:10:00.001+08:00

Chiba Ryohei

Birthdate: November 18, 1984

Group: W-inds

Hongo Kanata

2008-11-15T04:14:00.000+08:00

本郷奏多

Hongo Kanata

Birthdate: November 15th, 1990

Blood type: O

Kimura Takuya

2008-11-13T04:58:00.001+08:00

木村拓哉

Kimura Takuya

Birthdate: November 13th, 1972
Height: 176cm
Blood type: O

Yamamoto Koji X Kimura Takuya

2008-11-13T04:53:00.000+08:00

Kimura Takuya

2008-11-13T04:33:00.003+08:00

木村拓哉

Kimura Takuya

Birthdate: November 13th, 1972
Height: 176cm
Blood type: O

ABC's Totsuka

2008-11-13T04:25:00.001+08:00

Totsuka Shota

Birthdate: November 13th, 1986

Johnny's Group: A.B.C.

Choi Minhwan

2008-11-11T05:17:00.000+08:00

최민환

Choi Minhwan

Birthday: November 11, 1992

Height: 173cm Bloodtype: A

Drummer for FTIsland

나의 생일

2008-11-01T02:35:00.005+08:00

It's my birthday, today. I'm excited but quite sad. Excited with all the plans that i have for today but sad that I'm getting older. How I wish that I could stay 20 forever. It's the age that puts you in the adult category but yet still young enough to be immature and act childishly without worrying much about anything. I'm happy with who I am today. I'm satisfied with my life now. Maybe because I have maturely accepted my fate and fully adapt to every situation that I have to face on everyday basis eventhough I might still have nothing to be proud of. Nothing to be compared to all those around me, especially my own family members. But then again, that's what life is all about. There's those who, who just have everything since they were born. And there's those who, who had to work so hard in their life to gain something and get good results in the end - the sweetness of victory and sweat. But there's also those of who, no matter what they do, no matter how hard they try, they will still fail. And I'm one of them. Do I give up just because I'm one of the unfortunate ones? No. Do I want to continue suffering in my everyday life? No. Then what should I do if I do not want any of those ends and continue living? Do you have the answer for me? Can you answer it for me?

I'm really tired and I want to stop all the madness. So I calm myself with prayers or just anything that can kidnap my mind out of it, even just for a while. But the more I depend on it, the deeper I fall to the darkness. And time flies so quickly, shaking me, as I suddenly realized that I'm not that kid with dreams anymore. I am now a grown woman who has tried hard in this life but ended up with nothing in both of my hands. And the soil that my feets are standing on is not even mine. Eventhough this land accepts me, it still not mine. And no where else will accepts me. Not this ugly self with too many pains to bear. Not this unfortunate self with too many pathetic destiny in the past. Not this self that has nothing to give.

But do I feel pity for myself? No. Do I want people to pity me then? a BIG No. But I'm satisfied with my life eventhough life sucks? Yes. Why? Because I've found the meaning in my life now though there's only one, that Death is awaiting for you no matter how you live.. and that no matter how successful you are in this life, it still won't guarantee you of Heaven once you die. So no matter how sucks my life is, once I die I'll still be in the same group as anyone who had success in this life and face the same thing that everyone will had to go through once they die.

Death to me will be the biggest exam ever as Heaven is the destination that I want for myself. And this Life is the education that I need to learn and study well for me to be able to answer all questions that will come once I die. I want to be able to succeed there, in the afterlife, rather than here as Life will be meaningless if all these years with pain that I had to go through will only resulting me in Hell.

But I'm alone. I'm too alone in this journey and sometimes it's making me crazy. I need somebody to teach me, to preach me, to make me learn everything that I need in a positive way. Sometimes I'm too focus on other things and it made me swayed away from my stands. And once I wake up, the time has traveled so much and I've lost a day. Another day gone without anything fulfilled. Another day gone without any gains.

Sometimes I wonder how much more can I take. Sometimes I wonder how much longer can I live. And I wonder that when everything's end, will it ends right for me, or will it be a 180 degree turn with everything's being totally negative and different from what I'm hoping for..?

I burn. And it scares me. Life, Death, Dreams. Everything.

200811010235-0345

(Me, the girl who was born on 1st of November, 1983 at 2:55 AM)

Ikuta Toma

2008-10-07T13:23:00.007+08:00

Ikuta Toma

2008-10-07T12:57:00.000+08:00

Ikuta Toma

2008-10-07T12:06:00.005+08:00

生田斗真
Ikuta Toma
Birthdate: 19841007
Height: 173cm
Blood type: A

Horikita Maki

2008-10-06T10:36:00.000+08:00

堀北真希
Horikita Maki
Birthdate: 19881006
Height: 160cm
Blood type: B

Yoobin

2008-10-04T02:24:00.000+08:00

Yoobin

2008-10-04T01:40:00.001+08:00

김유빈
Yoobin
Birthday: October 4th, 1988
Kpop Group: Wonder Girls
Position: Rapper

Uebo

2008-10-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

上田竜也
Ueda Tatsuya
Birthdate: October 4th, 1983
Height: 171cm
Blood Type: B
Jpop Group: KAT-TUN

Yoon Eun Hye

2008-10-03T17:16:00.000+08:00

윤은혜
Yoon Eun Hye
Birthdate: October 3rd, 1984
Height: 168cm
Blood type: O

Ebihara Yuri

2008-10-03T07:37:00.001+08:00

蛯原友里
Ebihara Yuri
A Japanese actress and model
Birthdate: October 3rd, 1979
Height: 168cm
Blood type: O

Ashlee Simpson

2008-10-03T00:19:00.001+08:00

Ashlee Nicole Simpson-Wentz
Birthdate: October 3rd, 1984

Hamasaki Ayumi Vogue

2008-10-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

Hamasaki Ayumi Sweet

2008-10-02T17:05:00.001+08:00

Hamasaki Ayumi Spring

2008-10-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

Hamasaki Ayumi Cawaii

2008-10-02T16:54:00.001+08:00

Hamasaki Ayumi

2008-10-02T16:41:00.000+08:00

浜崎あゆみ
Hamasaki Ayumi
Birthdate: October 2nd, 1978
Height: 156cm
Blood type: A

Solbi

2008-09-30T02:40:00.001+08:00

Solbi
Birthdate: September 30th, 1984
Height: 163cm
Bloodtype: AB

Inoran

2008-09-29T02:10:00.001+08:00

INORAN
Birthdate: September 29, 1970
Height: 170 cm
Bloodtype: B
Former Bands: Luna Sea, Fake ?

Hilary Duff

2008-09-28T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hilary Duff
born on September 28, 1987

Avril Lavinge in Elle

2008-09-27T11:11:00.003+08:00

Avril Lavinge

2008-09-27T08:45:00.004+08:00

Avril Lavigne
born on September 27, 1984

Avril Lavinge in Maxim

2008-09-27T06:18:00.000+08:00

Hyun Bin

2008-09-25T05:37:00.000+08:00

현빈
Hyun Bin
Birthdate: September 25th, 1982
Height: 184cm
Blood type: B

SuJu Shindong

2008-09-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

Shin Donghee

2008-09-25T01:52:00.000+08:00

Shindong

2008-09-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

신동희
Shindong
Birthdate: September 28th, 1985
Height: 178cm
Bloodtype: O
Group: Super Junior

Xiao Jie

2008-09-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

小傑

Xiao Jie
Birthdate: September 25th, 1986
Height: 173cm
Blood type: A
Related group: Lollipop

Leah Dizon - HEAVEN

2008-09-24T13:03:00.006+08:00

Leah Donna Dizon
Birthdate: September 24, 1986
Height: 167cm
Blood Type: O

Leah Dizon - HEAVEN

2008-09-24T12:08:00.000+08:00

Leah Dizon

2008-09-24T11:39:00.000+08:00

Leah Dizon

2008-09-24T10:42:00.001+08:00

Shibutani Subaru

2008-09-22T13:33:00.006+08:00

渋谷すばる
Shibutani Subaru
Birthdate: September 22nd, 1981
Height: 165cm Blood type: O

Hyoyeon

2008-09-22T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hyoyeon
Birthdate: September 22, 1989
Height: 158cm

Ito Yuna

2008-09-20T13:14:00.000+08:00

Ito Yuna

2008-09-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

Ito Yuna

2008-09-20T12:38:00.000+08:00

Ito Yuna
born September 20th, 1983

Amuro Namie

2008-09-20T06:47:00.009+08:00

安室奈美恵
Amuro Namie
A Japanese singer and actress
Birthdate: 1977-Sept-20
Height: 158cm
Blood Type: O

GIRL TALK - Namie Amuro

Fukuda Saki

2008-09-19T11:35:00.000+08:00

Fukuda Saki

2008-09-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

Fukuda Saki

2008-09-19T11:28:00.000+08:00

福田沙紀
Fukuda Saki
Birthdate: September 19th, 1990
Height: 156cm
Blood type: O

Alexis Bledel

2008-09-16T18:14:00.004+08:00

Alexis Bledel
born September 16, 1981

Ueto Aya

2008-09-14T23:45:00.004+08:00

上戸彩
Ueto Aya
Birthdate: September 14th, 1985
Height: 162cm
Blood type: O

5th Photobook: Breath

2008-09-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

4th Photobook: natural

2008-09-14T22:45:00.008+08:00