I Wonder Why

I'm a dreamer
I've been dreaming the whole of my life
But I haven't got anything good back in return
I wonder why.

I've gave as much I could in this life
But I'm still stuck here
With nothing in both of my hands
I wonder why.

I have rich imaginations
A pleasant view from my sorrowed heart
But a sudden struck of reality always turned it to dust
I wonder why.

I've created my own way of life
A path that be chosen by my own will
But the end of the road brings me back to my past
I wonder why.

I've always tried to reach high in everything that I do
And I always got the chance to grab them all
But only for a moment and the time slips fast
I wonder why.

My fate is cruel
And I've tried my hardest to make it better
But God failed me
I wonder why.

They said that destiny can be changed
I've tried to change mine
But life failed me
I wonder why.

I don't know why I'm like this
I don't know what am I paying for
But I continue living this dreadful life
I wonder why.

Life is full of mysteries, they say
And pain always has reasons behind it
I still can't figure out why but I endure it
I wonder why.

Silent screams pinned me in melancholic reality
Lies are such desirable pleasures because truth hurts
Though I refused to use them for my own need
I wonder why.

Tears never know how to stop dripping
And revenge chained my soul
But I still keep everything inside
I wonder why.

I don't bother anyone with my world
I only showed them what I felt through my words
Silently gritting everything away
I wonder why.

I can't find the meaning of my life
I don't know how am I useful for my existency
But I'm still searching for it even for so long now
I wonder why.

I'm tired of it all
The life, the fates and destiny
But I'm still alive
I wonder why.

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Leah Dizon's Birthday

Leah Dizon
24th September 1986
She turned 21

Leah's birthday

Leah's tanjoubi

Leah's tanjoubi

Leah's tanjoubi

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Happy Birthday Malaysia

Dear my beloved Malaysia.
I'm very proud to be born in here.
I'm very proud that I'm living in you.
The land of Harmony and Peace.

Wahai Malaysia-ku yang disayangi.
Hidup matiku biarlah di sini.
Hatiku setia mengabdikan diri.
Beserta tangisan dan darah yang mengalir.

You have so many races and ethnics,
All kinds of religions and faces of friendships.
A mixture of Chinese, Malays and Indians.
And as well the Sarawakians and Sabahans.

I Love You.
Such simple words but powerful.
And no more could I convey my chaos of feelings.
To a place that no where else could be found.

I have sadness,
I have downfalls,
I have regrets,
But I still have You, My-Malaysia.

All of my memories...
The wonderful journeys
The joy and the pain
The streak of emotions..

Are all in here..
A place where I grew up in.
Here.
Malaysia.

I know..,
I have yet to contribute anything in this life.
For my country's worth.
For the safety of our nation's future.

But as long that I am alive.
I will move on forward.
I will keep on trying.
And will never give up.

As the desire to be a useful person for You has never died,
With as much power that I could gain,
I want to help You to be a better country,
Worth the fight of others in every industry.

You have all kinds of fruits and foods.
Variety of delicious enjoyable cuisines.
With all sorts of tastes and looks.
That anyone from everywhere in this world could love.

The Orangutans came from here.
The Durians also came from here.
And even Tattoos are originally came from here.
And they are spreaded out to the whole wide world.

You once had the tallest building in the world,
but now still, it remains as the world tallest twin towers.
You have many of the best singers in Asia, vocally.
And You're carying the pride and hopes of our nation.

Malaysia.
You have most of the marvellous things in the world.
How I am so proud of you.
That I can't ask for more.

You are one of a kind, Malaysia-ku.
Happy 50th Birthday.
Happy 50th Anniversary.
And stay peaceful by hundreds of years more to come.

I Love You!
Merdeka~! Merdeka~! Merdeka~!

love,
Uniza iciviuja.

Ebihara Yuri